Friday, December 08, 2006

Where'd we go?


A friend pointed out the other day that we haven't posted anything since I first mentioned Zoloft. I'm sure that's just a coincidence although, after contemplating it for all of a day, I called my midwife and said, 'Hook me up with the Happy Juice.'

It's supposed to take a couple of weeks at least to really kick in, but I'm already feeling a bit better. The overwhelming anxiety and need to cry has morphed into a general, underlying sense of unease. Doom, in other words, is no longer right around the corner but rather lurking somewhere down the highway. It's a nice change.

Every day gets a little easier for us here in the little green house. TheBoy is a tad whinier than usual, but remains very happy to have 'my baby' around. He's especially fond of her long, long fingers.

And she is doing great. After some initial difficulties with her weight -- difficulties that were nowhere near as stressful as my hormone-addled brain made them out to be -- she's blown past her birthweight and is now rapidly approaching double digits. Big mom, big girl. TheBoy is going to be in deep trouble in, say, five or six years.

That, plus the general lack of sleep, is really all the news we have for now. We're still trying to establish some sense of normalcy, at which point we'll resume regular programming.

6 Comments:

Anonymous Brian said...

During my time with it, many years ago, Zoloft really helped me change my attitude. And I don't mean that in a psychological sense, but rather in a spatial sense. Although Zoloft didn't turn me into a shiny happy person, it did help me get up off the sofa.

8:28 PM  
Anonymous l-n said...

Speaking with some experience, I would say Griff only has about two years, three if he is lucky. Also, I am glad you are feeling better.

5:55 AM  
Blogger AnnaRay said...

That's my hope with the Zoloft: That I'll want to do more than read Harry Potter, sleep and watch movies in bed.

8:01 PM  
Blogger V said...

Zoloft will help you see the brighter side of things. It won't MAKE you be happy, but the end result is sort of like the result promised in those annoying Claritin commercials. That is to say that you will feel as if someone has lifted a grey, fuzzy film from your life, and things feel a little brighter and clearer. You will no longer feel like "what's the point in bathing, since I will only get dirty again?" It will kick in sooner than 1 month. I hope very much that you feel better soon.

3:04 PM  
Blogger AnnaRay said...

I feel a little bit better every day. Keeping busy is the key, and I'm getting braver about taking the little one out of the house and letting her go longer between feedings. In six months, this will all seem like it passed in an instant.

2:18 PM  
Blogger Jacob said...

You all better hurry back so you can talk about Lynn Cheney.

5:19 AM  

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